Midnighters

lol. i've let it out.
and yeah, he was a bit of a jerk.
and i also think i made the right choice.

today he came over and gave me this long as speech
where he pretty much said the same thing over and over.
and preety much guilt tripped me.
but i decided that i ddin't want him back.

i really hate drama.

xx

Once again, you made the right choice.
He was creating drama you didn't need
So you got rid of drama
Hey, and don't worry about the whole guilt thing
it goes away ha ha

hmmm. just because we're dead doesn't mean our lives are easy...
i mean ... my speech isn't all that good ... there are still MAJOR pauses in my speech sometimes.
my typing sucks.
im clumsy as hell... but then again i was always clumsy.
and on top of all that i have people wanting to kill me.
and a psychotic ex boyfriend. that's left me alone forever. << luckily.

wbu?

I know right.
I was always clumsy too, and after my death I think it got worst. Ha ha
I actually think my typing has gotten better, but I am still at the same pace with my speech and walking.
I guess like Tommy's therory, I need more lovin to become more alive.
Which ex boyfriend?
Um, I got kicked out of the beach yesterday. Apprently the dead are not allowed to be near a public beach.
I get threats regurally,
For that reason, I look out for white vans
Ha ha
Alec and I get trash and stuff thrown at us at daily. We also get nasty disgusted glares as we walk down a street or something when we are holding hands
I guess two dead people are worst than one.
How are you?

i think we all need some love. and maybe it will help us get better... but it may not.
and Hercules wasn't really psycho ... more along the lines of ... he suffered from bipolar but didn't really suffer from it. if that makes sense.
i look out for white vans too... every time a white van goes past i hide behind something ... habit i guess.
and that sucks... getting trash thrown at you... i mean, those people should really get a life. LOL.

im good now.
like really good.
i got baptized today.
thought i was going to drown.
then thought that was pretty stupid of me. LOL

how about you?

You will never know really. I mean, I get some love, from my dad and stuff, but I am not really getting any better.
But I still beleive in Tommy
Yeah I know what your saying
Ha ha, right? I do the same thing
Alec thinks it's stupid
When ever we see a white van I hide and Alec screams "Bring it!"
Guys..
I have been seeing alot of white vans latley.
I am starting to think that some of the trads that don't like diffrently biotic people buy and drive white vans on purpose. You know, to freak us out and stuff.
What about you?
I know, and it's so inmuture to trow trash at pepole.
That's great! I am really happy for you!
Ha ha That's funny
Nothing much happens in a one day time spand. Today I was detremand to speed my self up. So I spent all day just walking. Trying to test myself.

yeah. i wouldn't be surprised if they started driving white vans just to freak us out and piss us off.
and love ... i'll love you *hugs blaze*
it's a good theory ... and i hope it works.
for your sake ... and mine.
and walking all day sounds like a barrel of fun. haha.
good luck ... i hope it works out for you.

xx

Why, thank you!
ha ha *hugs back* I'll love you too
I know, it could really help us out
It was a barrel and two of fun!
Sike!
Well, at least it's better than staring at the dust gathering on my desk
Up date:
I am no fast than I have been since I have died
I mean I don't walk that slow, but I am slower than an old lady.
Right!, it would seem to them like a good way to pick on us by riding in white vans

yeah. fair enough... probably ... a million times better than staring at dust.

slower than old ladies? haha, LOL. sorry ... i guess i'm laughing at myself too ... i'm slow ...
i mean ... only just fast enough to play footy.

scary white vans ... stabs bite burn.
haha/

Ha ha, you bet.
Yeah and the old ladys are quite mean about it, rubbing it in my face that their faster.
evil old ladys...
Thats good though, at least you get to play
I know...
Ha ha

mean old ladys.
you know ... one day you'll be faster than them again and i'm going to laugh.
and yeah ... it is good that i get to play.
hmmmm. i should run for captain.

xx

Hell Yeah You Should!!!!! You Would Be AWSOME!!!
Right!, The day will come when I will teach those old ladies a lesson!

yeah ... and i'm pretty sure it will come soon. =].
and yeah... i'm going to run for captain =D.

I hope!
AHHH!!! I AM SOOO HAPPY FOR YOU
You are so going to be captin,
No doubt about it!

thank you. =].
and yeah ... hopefully the coach chooses me...
if not i'll use my awesome zombieness. =].

how about you? what are you upto?

Your Welcome
The coach will choose you.
Haha
Nothing really
Spring break has been uneventful
I sit by the pool and soak up the sun, though I never tan
I am too scared to swim
I have a hard time walking, just imagine what it would be like if I tried to swim.
I wish I could do something fun for my last four days of freedom, but my dad won't let me do anything

nawww that sucks.
hmmm. on the 28th of may you should go check out THE DOWNTOWN FICTION. @ the Bamboozle Roadshow. that should be fun.
but yeah ... that sucks that he won't let you do anything.
you need some freedom.

ha, dw i don't tan either.
and yeah ... i can't swim either so .... it's kind of have to walk through it which takes me the most part of an hour.
and nawww. swimming will get easier. =D

I will, if I can. But, it sounds fun
I know
But the one day will come were I will have to be let free from my leash. Hopefully soon
Taning is a non zombie thing
but thats okay
I hope so
I used to love to swim, and one day want to do it agian

nawww. well i'm sure you'll be able to swim.
and if not ... water is in a whole lot of trouble *GRRRface*
and yeah ... i've noticed that the other zombies i know don't tan.

Some day at least.
Right!
It is because we are dead, I don't think we color anymore.
Any who,
What up, hunn?
Did you make captin?

no, i didn't make captain.
and i reckon it would be kind of cool if we tanned.
although it would be a little weird.

whats up?
hmmm. well ...
i recently insulted Hercules on facebook while i was talking to my brother.
well ... i called him a tool.
i mean ... he asked me to do things i would never do but i did because he pretty much forced me to.
and when Birdie said "i already knew that,"
i said, "well, at least you didn't have to find out the hard way then,"
and then his friends Steven and Shane came on and were full having a go at me and Birdie saying, "i'm going to bash you Brodie," and all this stuff.
but ... Hercules started this whole hatred thing towards Birdie.
i mean ... he hates Birdie because of his skin color and cuz apparently Birdie greased him.
you try telling me he's not a tool.

what about you?
how are you?
and hows alec?

Those were the emotions going through me when I read you didn't make captin.
H- ho- how, w-wh-why, w-wh-wha-what!!!!!!!
How is that posible!!!
How could that happen!!!
What is wrong with your team for not voting you captin!!!
Thats crazy!!
You are like the best player on that team and they did not vote for you!!!!!!!
GRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!

It would be a little weird if we did tan though
He is a giant tool
like with capital letters
TOOL!
and so are his friend for saying that
thats awful

I am fine, angry from the whole you not becoming captin thing and the Tool messing with you, but for the most part I am okay
Um I have a ten page report I have to do on the green house effect due monday and am dreading to do it.
Alec and I went to the mall today and I tried on a bunch of stuff. I can not find anything to fit my awkward body but I got a school shirt at least. ( I go to a charter school )
Alec bought some Z, ( body spray for the active undead male )
Haha, I told Alec you mentioned him and he smiled, which is rare, haha
I asked him, "How are you?" and he replys
"I am dead." Him and his humor
Haha
And how are you?

yeah i didn't make captain.
it sucks but i guess ... it is a popularity contest
and you don't get popular by dumping your year levels favorite son type dude.
or by pissing him off by talking about one of his sworn enemies.
but yeah ... a popularity contest nonetheless.

and it would be extremely weird if we tanned.
yeah, the TOOL threatened me the other day. =|
but i doubt the coppers would do anything if i told them.

ten page report? green house what? dude... zombies dont even need to shower or straighten there hair or anything ... we're not contributing to green house [blank] ... so why the hell are you doing a TEN page report on that? GAH, teachers. they probably sit at home thinking up ways to torture students ESPECIALLY zombies. bloody pricks. << i thnk that's supposed to be like Tak or George.
haha Z. does he smell good?
and a school shirt is better than nothing.

nawww. tell him he should smile more often.
lol... at least he has a good sense of humor.

Gosh, I was sooo angry when I read you did not make cpatin. You are like the best player there, and you are not captin!!!
The hell with them though, they are missing out on the greatest
Your right
Everything is a popularity contest.
I know how it is too.
I don't think we would look right if we'd tan
He threatened you??
The nerve of some people....
Gah, No the cops don't help our kind
Haha yeah it was pretty bad, but I did it and she gave me a 80 on it
Whatever, haha I don't really care about that class
I bet teachers do do that, exspeacily for us
I think that is sappost to be like a plain zombie or something
He smelled awesome haha
I know
I tell him that and he just shrugs
Haha yeah he is pretty funny about things in life

yeah. the asshole threatened me.
and he threatened my mates last week.
made the twins... [who might as well be girls] cry
made jye want to bash the living daylights out of him and his mates
and made me want to stab him.
the teachers and principals aren't doing shit.
even though they said they would.
and the damn humanities teacher thanked the asshole for threatening my mates.
im pissed

but in love.

how about you?
hows death treating you?
and nice, 80.
yeah, teachers are evil like that.
but so are year 7's
EVIL!!
haha

xx