Midnighters

Ohhh, ha ha.....I gotch ya..
Yeah! ftw!!

LOL. so hows life/death?

Same as usual, Cracking open books, watching stupid movies, being *wink* dead.
*sigh* man I need a life.. *winks again*
I got a question, we don't get old right, but we can keeping going to different grades right?
How is your life/death?

LOL. my death is crap and good at the same time.

i believe im in love with my sport teacher. he's totally hott&he's really really caring.

today, i was crying (well, as close to crying as i possibly could) and he comes up to me and he's like "are you okay" and i nodded and im like, "im fine," and then everytime he'd move places, i would hide so that he wouldnt see that i was still crying. i mean, most people would frown upon us if we became good mates or started dating but he's just ... comforting.&.sweet.

other than that its preety crap.

That sucks cow bells...you should not care what others think about you guys, I mean if you both really like each other who's gonna stop you from seeing each other.
He sounds sweet hunn, and I am happy for you. It is always fun to get a new crush
Crap huh?.... man that's a bummer, well mine death is crap to so your not alone on that one.

yeah. never alone in having a crappy death. LOL
but, i reckon the only reason they'd frown upon the relationship is because he's a teacher and im a student but next year i reckon we'd be free to date because he wont be teachign at my school, he's moving to the other campus. and iLOVE him heaps, he's really special and sweet and we get along really well and he just seems so ... PERFECT.
and yeah, i dont really care what they think i just dont want him to go to jail or lose his job because of me. because if he does then all the girls are going to hate him because they all think his hott. i mean, its not my fault he loves me is it now?

Aw he loves you back
and wait, how old is he?
because if he is over 16, then yes he could go to jail if you guys were caught dating
That's good he is going to another campus, but how exactly are you guys going to see each other?

well. seeing eachother is easy ... i can visit him at the other campus, he can visit me at my campus, weekends, holidays, after school.
age; his about 20. and yeah, i know but once he leaves the school we'd be alright to date. as long as we dont have sex. [until im 18].
and yeah, he loves me back which is totally awesome because i love him too.

Alrighty, well I wish you a bucket of luck
And DO NOT get caught, ha ha and for the whole sex thing I think you guys could get away with that if you are extra careful, but for you hunny I think you should wait ha ha
That is so sweet you both love each other
Awwww!
Oh and one more question, is he alive?

LOL. yes he's alive.
and yeah, dont worry, we'll be super careful.

xx

Good, your too young honey pie
Ha ha
Oh that's sweet
I love me the people that don't hate us for what we are
yes, yes very very careful

yeah. i promise i'll be super careful.
its really depressing because i havent seen him in a while. well, 6days. but oh EM GEE! i miss him so damn much. && people are probably like... wtf? she's 15 && shit but ... as long as we dont have sex it's fine. and its love&& age is just a number. <<thats so cliché.

&& i love people who dont hate us because of who we are too. BRENDAN's one of them. LOL. if he were to hate me it would be because i broke his heart or because he loves me too much.

anyways. hope your having a wonderful christmas.
MERRY CHRISTMAS && A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

xx

Haha good!
It's cute that you guys are in love and there is nothing wrong with it
Lol, so how are you guys doing?
Thank ya!
Hope you had a Merry Christmas and New Year Too!

hmmmm. how are we?
well. i havent seen or heard from him in 24days.
which means he's probably forgotten about me. or maybe he's gone on holidays.
but i will see him when school starts again thats for sure.
i miss him. ALOT.
but seeing my ex really brought back memories of me&him [my ex].
and i kind of wished we were back together.
but ... then there's also my ex's friend whos' really sweet and really sexy.
so, i dont know.
my ex has a girlfriend so that rules him out.
i dont realy know his mate that well. so that probably rules him out.
so im left with brendan.
but ... i dont know whats happening.

xx.

Talk about your boy troubles!
Wow
Why don't you call Brendon?
I diffinently don't think he forgot about you. I mean why would he?
Well yes, your ex having girlfriend means he is a no touchy, and you might want to get to know Jan, I mean you never know
But, for right now, stick with your guts and be with Brendon.

eeek. you reckon. =]
i just found out that i've been spelling Yann's name wrong. its Y-A-N-N. eek.
but yeah. i shall stick to my guns and try brendan.
im just scared that he might want to forget me&&us.
but... i never know til i try right?
and yeah.... i'll get to know Yann first.
thanks.

xx

Ha ha, Y-A-N-N.. I understand now, sorry
Totally, just get to know Yann and then see how you feel.
Why in the heck would he forget "him&you"-"togetherness&love"
Don't worry yourself. Don't need any strech marks on a pretty little dead face. Ha ha, just kiddin

i reckon brendan has totally forgotten.
like ... it's almost been the WHOLE holidays and not a single word.
or text.
or call.
or anything.
but yann. eeeek. YOU HAD ME AT HELLO ....
actually he had me the moment he got out of his car. =D.

xx.

Ha ha, naww he is probably just a little busy
and if Brendon turns out not to be the one then..theres always Yann Ha ha
So, how are you and Yann getting along anyway?

meh. they were both too mean to pay any attention to me.
well. i don't mean to sound like a slut but.
i have Hercules now. and he pays attention to me. =D.
and he hugs me heaps. =D.
and kisses me and makes sure i'm okay =D.

So now theres a guy name Hercules? huh? ha ha
naw, you don't, you just want some lovin
like every girl, dead or not, in the world
But, thats sweet of him
AWWW!

it is sweet of him.
but he got annoyed when i told him that i kissed a guy. at friend's party
that happened over a year ago. before he even knew i existed.
weird?
but it's complicated.
and i do need some love.
just like ever girl in the world

xx

Aww, well he is being a ding dong right now.
Don't worry about it, he will soon understand that he overreacted and will give you the loving you need.

i don't think that's going to happen now.
i gave him his 3chances which honestly i think was too much.
and in the end i just wasn't happy.
so i broke it off.
i'm sick of the drama surrounding my life.
i'm sick of him getting angry.
ARGH. i'm sick of this.
sorry, for my short rant sesh.

xx

No problem. Your angry. Let it out man! ha ha
He's a jerk
You gave him a chance...take that back... three chances for him to take you back and he was being retarted.
I think you made the right choice.
No one needs drama.